trippin nuts

i probably wont be blogging muchh.
i can already tell that school's gonna take up a lot of time. pluss volleyball.

not a bad first day :D just dont really like spanish because i struggle there. &&math because whats her face, MS. ABAD is so boring.

SO, volleyball was a bust. even though we won. IONO HOW LOUD I HAVE TO BE. we did play well. but what i was pissed at wasnt that.
i dont know what i'm pissed at. i'm mad at my team. they dont, UGHH. i dont even wanna talk about it. just feel like i'm busting my ass to take the lead. becky can take the freakin lead whenever she feels like it and its all good. but if i dont back her up then i get yelled at for not stepping up. like i said, HOW LOUD DO I HAVE TO BE.
pissed i'm not captain.
pissed today that all the freakin girls were standing on ONE side of the court NOT even shagging when me and this freshman girl were running all over the place getting the damn balls.
PISSED THAT THAT FREAKIN SADA-EE, HOWEVER HER NAME IS SPELT, TOOK MY SPOT ON VARSITY, AND THEN I'M NOT CAPTIAN, BUT YET I'M EXPECTED TO TAKE THE LEAD OF MY TEAM AND BLAHBLAHBLAH.

i'm skeptical that things will change danny. so very skeptical. but we'll just have to wait and see.

i will not break down. not at the freakin beginning of the school year. get a grip.
things are peachy.
quit trippin nuts x]

but thank you, danny. you always make me feel better :]